LoveLoveWhy? Why the most beautiful thing in this world, must cost you the greatest pain.A pain that no medicine can cure. A pain that kills you slowly, and keeps you alive.My dreams, my fantasies, myself. But no more.Now they became in my nightmares, my sorrows. A shadow of what I was.A shadow that crawls in my soul, in my mind, in my heart.A demon. That is what I have become.No more joy in my eyes, no more fire in my heart.Just cold tears, which will only make me feel worse.Just ashes, covering the joy and the happiness.Without all that I feel so empty, so dead.But I am alive. No matter how much I suffer, at the end